The volume is up and the phantoms of the past mask the ways in which I know how to love
From being single to being yours is no easy task and the more I love the more I have to give away but it doesn't come easy and I have lost my way many times as my feelings grow and fade as days turn into more I'm afraid my embivilent heart will dry this love from me
I can't sustain the measure of my pain as it leads me there to you
I cannot take the words I hold and give you anything that resembles normal for me to love this way is anything but on which I can stand and reach out a hand but the savage doubts eat away my resilence in love I want it all but none
One little eggshell cracks into two I can't find my way out of love with you
Sorrow has already killed me and the shell of life is here waiting for a response ever so bright I want to be happy all through the night but my heart has sorrow none can take and the weight of my snark will come to break open the wounds that keep me tied up in this cocoon for the time I'm ready to open up won't be soon enough to trust this lust and all I have is all I want in this moment of push and pull take me in to turn me away I'm alive in love but it doesn't stay this way the dragons feast on broken parts and hearts that can't withstand the nature of my love on the land isn't for you it's not for me and as much as I love you I want to flee -