Not in my head
Half written texts
Miss guided emotions
That blur my eyes red from too much sub
No one has touched me like you
But your distant slow and aloof
I want more but calm and crazy don't go hand in hand
Your cautious with me you know I'm not the one but I'm the one here
Your ways are fragile And my body young
Touching long into the night
You sleep apart from me
Nestled in waves you dream of love
Lost on days forgotten
Just like me a soloist on the sea of life
We talk nonsense to avoid the things that really matter like our freedoms put diseases And the way we want to be with each other
My wounds are scarred over and the hardness doesn't tear at the slightest rejection
Before you close your eyes you already pretend I am gone