Sailing on

On the surface I am satisfied
Clear in the light
My eyes open
to sting like
 wind on bare skin 
in my homeless body 
I wait in blankets that twist my tail
Satisfied with loving you 
the wrong ways
Touching 
tears beneath my skin 
Violent in ages 
Beyond my youth
Torn pieces of truth 
Fly glitter like into air
Held in a moment of space 
Where everything is just right 
seconds before
I loose my mind 
In the wings of love
Where arousals and addictions
Are not enough to keep me
Satisfied any longer 
in this lonely bed of a night