21 months sour

The weight of the day is upon me 
The cool air tinged with summers end
The rage inside is on
Dreaming in the night of temper tantrums
The return of imbalance complicates
My mind
In tummies turning I have to be blind to even see the truth of myself
In mirrors broken reflection 
There is no significance to this struggle
The end will come before I am over this inconclusion this fight this argument in my head the perception of torture clear to me 
It's clear to me now 
Some how I pull out of here