3 day depression

On several occasions I could have had company but I dismissed into my solitary lair
Bath blankets and my bed 
Ghost stay quiet like my dreams 
Men ask for me to come but I'm silent and I'm sure I continue to cone off cold
But you send me flowers in drawings 
And you keep me in puddles 
Jumping for your attention
But I get none 
And I want nothing in my fast and lonesome night 
I'm reading the lines 
I know I'm not alright 
I'm not lost but I'm losing it
No one knows where I am 
I'm a stranger to you 
But I'm pretty enough to say hello
No one wants me 
But I want you 
Tirless I keep on you