I've been sitting here in the quiet Tuesday the light is soft 
I'm tired in deep valleys 
People pleasing in all my parts
Men tire me 
I'm lost to them 
Vague in the vast inner space 
That is Jen 
Past forgotten in the face of you
Touch forgotten in the miss of u
Home 
Calm 
Unwanted 
Unwilling 
To be touched 
By romance 
By words
Empty
My own best friend
Is here 
My story is here 
Unravel me like a never ending spool
Be ware of my hands 
Tenderness extends into the night