Bothered

The night is long and quiet  
Anticipation to see you fades
The hope your calling goes
Unanswered
At least your happy now
At least your free now
I'm telling myself this
I'm telling the night in ticking hours 
Watching clocks that hold numbers
Frozen 
Still Frozen 
bed sheets bunched up the words unsaid tangled with  
The voice you won't hear 
The silent heart that loved you 
I was wrong tonight 
She's gone 
Another way home