I am curled up in my bed
Nauseous
Never working harder than to stay sober
Still I am dreaming of something else
My head hurts
I am thirsty but the water
Throws up
In my mouth
I reach out for you
Child
Lover
Forgotten
Black
Clothes
Washed
With bleach
Liquid
Stained sheets
And the tears we
Drink as love
