Blank stare

I woke up mentally Ill
The island besides me was blank
I longed for you but could not find you
In my distress I called out 
Another guest had arrived 
I was lost 
Your silence triggered a rage 
Blind thoughts gathered in my mind 
I found a love within myself
Even more profound 
Your footsteps left me 
The burden on the ground 
Your misstep pronounced your departure
I had no where else to run 
Enclosed on myself the wave goodbye!