Something after me

In my mind 
the past 
It is not to be endured anymore
there was trauma but also stars 
The moon hung crescent
the willows swayed
the cornfields hid
miles of highways left 
belongings 
Lingered 
Beneath the skin 
Transparent in our own hiding 
Barren no more 
The story 
Of recovering
From darkened
Places 
Emerges 
Only ecstasy 
Speaks of the
Free
-that something inside me