It's a sign

In my guts
Belief disappears
Ironically I made my choice 
In waves and balance beams 
This night is soothing 
After a Telemachus 
Ride 

Gagging is over 
I know I'm not getting them back 
Gut feelings inside 
Nightmares I want to hide from 
Wake me again 
Wake me in the light of your love!!